Today I am going to update my resume. I do love my job but working the hours I work are killing me. This is my typical day:
3am- wake up
4am- go to work
10am- get home and go back to bed
2pm- wake up, lay in bed hating life
4pm- shower/house stuff
9pm- get ready for bed
10pm- normally when I'm asleep by
Weekends are much more normal but five days out of the week this is my life. I have tried changing when I sleep. Sleeping early evening before work and sleeping during the day. None of it makes it better. It feels like my life is flying by and I can't seem to keep but because I am so tired all of the time. I get grumpy easly and snap at my friends or i just play old fall asleep when we have people over and miss all of the fun. Maybe I am just not made to work so early in the morning. I'm a night owl. I love 1 am more than any other time. I miss it.
It's a sad day but I must admit it. I need to find a job that allows me to sleep and live like a normal person. Hopefully in this horrible Syracuse job market I'll find something.
Wish me luck,